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I’ve been dating this guy for three months now and at first I really liked him. But lately for the past month or so the relationship has felt forced, like I’m forcing myself to try to be happy. He is a very devoted christian and was waiting till marriage . But he didn’t wait and he is more attached to me now. I’m not sexually attracted to him at all. I don’t feel like I’m in love. I don’t think I want to be with him but he is attached to me. I’m stuck. He buys me so much stuff. He buys me food, bought me a new phone,a $200 necklace and takes me out a lot. I feel like he is trying to buy my love. I don’t think I love him. I just feel stuck. I love his family and dont want to lose them..I like him, and care about him, and I don’t want to hurt him.. so I’m gonna suffer through it and hope that either my feelings change or maybe his with.. and to complicated matters more, my ex has been on my mind lot. Fuck :(

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